I was having a morning of coffee and some brainless show playing in the background while I got my email.
And then I remembered in a burst of sudden clarity, I wrote my brother an email. It wasn’t nice, I mean it said I loved him, but it said other stuff too.
I believe everything I wrote, and I’m not angry. But I’m worried I’ve hurt him in my mad rush to tell him how I was hurting. Maybe I should’ve waited. Or maybe I did the right thing, or maybe I didn’t.
My brother is a huge part of my life, I’ve never stood firm about something with him, nothing ever felt this important.
I just want to do the right thing. So at least there’s that.
